That must be what happened with you and honestly the drug exposure you suffered as a fetus explains a lot about your life-long mental defects.
You should seek professional help and start taking some drugs for your dementia. Actually for you a lobotomy would be best.
And you talk about being classless...but you are that and a total wuss. You cry like a biotch when someone hits you back.
Your premise is wrong and you'd have improve dramatically simply to have no class.